Rabu, 25 Mei 2011


Hi, udah lama bgt ya gw ga posting and now..... i'm back :-)

Gw ga punya cerita apa2 nih -____-z
yaudah gw posting vc nya bruno ae yg lazy song. check this out!! ;-)

Lucu bgt taoo vc nya ada monyet2 nya gitu kaya kamuu :3 -_-

Minggu, 15 Mei 2011

I hope you read this :'(

To : Someone in my heart

You know that I'm a person of few words. I don't often say what is on my mind and even if I do, it usually doesn't come out quite right. But what I do not express verbally doesn't mean I don't feel it in my heart.

I may not say I love you everyday as some do. I may not have bought you beautiful gifts on occasions that matter. I may not have empathized when you were crying out for understanding. And I may not have done the right things to make you feel loved.

If you are going to judge me on these things alone, I know I have failed miserably. But if only you could look through my heart to see who it is beating for, you would know the depth of my love for you.

Darling, my emotions may not show but a love that is mostly hidden like mine is always deep and eternal. My heart can accommodate no other apart from you and I know this is how it is going to be for the rest of my life.

Expressionless I may be. Cold I may seem. But true love doesn't need to be shown. It resides in the heart just as how it resides deep in mine. And no matter the seasons that will come and go, it will be there withstanding the test of time.

As I write this today, the words are hard to flow. It is not my nature to be expressive. But no matter what, I want you to know that you are loved and cherished. And I want you to know that I do care. My words will never be able to describe exactly how I feel so, let me end this letter with 3 simple words, straight from my heart: I love you.

With great love,

Sabtu, 14 Mei 2011

when i was a kid

yesterday i was a kid. i dunno anything especially about love.
now i'm teenager. and now i feel like i'm tired of being teenager. i miss my childhood. i wanna return to my childhood.

i have some photos. photos when i was a kid
wanna know how's my face when i was a kid? cekidot!!!!!

ini pas gua lagi kecil bgt

ini sama kaka gua wkwk
ini sama mamah. waktu kami pindah ke banjarmasin.

ini di pantai batakan. jadul bgt. mobil2nya aja jadul haha.

ini waktu ultah gua di tk. mamah ada disebelah gua haha.
itu gua sama keluarga gua. di rumah mbah gua :-)
tuh gua wkwkwk paling kecil paling unyu -_-

ini pas piknik di museum. knp pose gua gitu? itu karena gua lagi ngambek.
gua ngambek sama mamah soalnya mamah ngefoto gua mulu. padahal bis nya mau berangkat.
yaudah gua pasang ae pose SEJELEK2NYA!!! haha.
oke ucul bgt gaya gua kaya apa bae -___-
ini waktu paskah di gereja. mamah asal pilih org buat foto bareng gw -_-
ini gw, lisa sama titin :''>
ini di jawa. foto sama bella tapi bella nya nangis -_-

funny isn't it? ha-ha

ini ada video 2 anak yang ucul2 -_-
pertama gw lihat dari lina temen gw. terus kok lucu ya wkwk
gw search di youtube eh dapet deh :''>

we're in heaven

When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven.

Oh, thinking about all our younger years,
There was only you and me,
We were young and wild and free.
Now nothing can take you away from me.
We’ve been down that road before,
But that's over now.
You keep me coming back for more.

Baby you're all that I want.
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven.

And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart.
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven.

Now, nothing could change what you mean to me.
There's a lot that I could say
But just hold me now,
Cause our love will light the way.

Baby you're all that I want.
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven.

And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart.
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven.

Now our dreams are coming true.
Through the good times and the bad
I'll be standing there by you.

(We’re in heaven.)

And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart.
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven.

Jumat, 13 Mei 2011

Some Quotes

  • LOVE: We think about it, sing about it, dream about it, and loose sleep worrying about it. When we don’t know we have it, we search for it. When we discover it, we don’t know what to do with it. When we have it, we fear loosing it. It’s the constant source of pleasure and pain. But we don’t know which it will be from one moment to the next. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, and impossible to live without.
  • Yes, I'm scared. Yes, I'm jealous. I'm scared that you think she's pretty. I'm scared that you will find her more interesting. I'm scared that you will think she's so much better than me. I'm scared that you might leave me soon. And yes I'm jealous that she gets to see you. I'm jealous that you talked to her. I'm jealous that you had fun with her. I'm scared. I'm jealous. But that's only because you mean a lot to me."
  • i’m scared because;
    i don’t want anyone else to have your heart.
    i don’t want anyone else to kiss your lips.
    i don’t want anyone else to be in your arms.
    i’m don’t want anyone else to be the one you love.
    i’m scared because,
    i don’t want anyone
    to take my place..

Selasa, 10 Mei 2011

Happy Cake Day Feninda

Happy cake day feninda herdi surya putri.
Now you're a teenager. you're 14th years old,
best wishes for you.
thanks for everything. thanks for come and give me the meaning of a real friend.
be the best for everybody.
have a great one and have a blast.
don't stop dreaming and hope it will come true.


Sabtu, 07 Mei 2011

jarang nge-post

sorry bgt akhir2 ini aku jarang nge-post.
palingan kalo nge-post ya nge-post lirik lagu doang.
sorry ya. aku bingung sih kalo mau nge-post topik nya apa.
yang ada pada bosen baca.
okedeh thanks for visit and read ya. enjoy it!! :''>

First Love

everyone can see
there's change in me
they all say i,m not the same
kid i use to be

dont go out and play
i just dream all day
they dont know whats wrong with me
and i'm too shy to say

* its my first love
what i'm dreamin of
when i go to bed
when i lay my head upun my pillow
don't know what to do

my first love
thinks i'm to young
he doesnt even knows
wish that i could show him what i'm feelin
'cause i'm feelin' my first love

mirror on the wall
does he care at all
will he ever notice me
could ever fall

tell me teddy bear
why love is so unfair
will i ever find a way
an answer to my prayer

Rabu, 04 Mei 2011

YOU :'(

You did it again
You did hurt my heart
I don’t know how many times
You… I don’t know what to stay
You’ve made me so desperately in love
and now you let me down
You said you’d never lie again
You said this time would be so right
But then I found you were lying there by her side
You.. You turn my whole life so blue
Drowning me so deep, I just can reach myself again
You.. Successfully tore myheart
Now it’s only pieces
Nothing left but pieces of you
You frustated me with this love
I’ve been trying to understand
You know i’m trying i’m trying
You.. I don’t know
what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love
And now you let me down